Here I am, July 18, 2010 finishing the Seattle to Portland, 204 mile bike ride. I have a history of setting goals, but don't consider cycling hard work, because I love it so much. The running and swimming of a tri are really daunting to me though. In this photo, I weigh about 230 pounds - that's a lot to lug around and puts me in the obese category when I figure what % body weight is fat.
I did 150 miles the first day, sleeping in Kelso with my family and finished the last 50 on the second day, arriving in Portland around 11:30. My family was at the finish line and considering how much my knee hurt (strained while trying to pass a lifeguard certification course) I had to hold back that lump in my throat and tears. It felt victorious...and I'm afraid that feeling might be a factor in wanting to strive some more. Baby steps...Just like you, I know that I don't have to be an athlete to accomplish the goals I challenge myself with.
Here I am with some Monks south of Phnom Penh, Cambodia. I happen to live here via my husband's career with UNICEF. I'm the larger one, in black - nothing like a photo to keep you honest! Of my friend, they said "You are very pretty." Of me, they said "You are large...so big." this is 2 months after the STP ride and I'm down to about 220 or so in my weight.
I do want to make it clear that I'm not a big advocate for skinny. I would like to not haul so much superfluous cori around, but I don't anticipate being small any time soon. I am eating well and exercising a lot and from there will just let my body do what it does. I have a photo of my grandmother holding my father as a baby and the genetics are clear. I'm going for fit and will keep that continuously present in my posts because I don't believe that skinny is where it is at. If I wanted skinny, I would take up smoking.
